Is my script everytime people ask me to go for lunch.
It dawn on me today then i don’t know why i never liked joining anybody for lunch. It hit especially today because the people who invited me for lunch are those that i quite enjoy talking to and i’m hungry. Yet i still say i don’t wanna go lunch.
My parents did warn me about my tendency to want to lunch out by myself. That it’ll give a wrong impression to my colleagues and by and by they’ll stop asking me out for lunch and i’ll be alone……
Alone alone… all all alone…
So it got me worried. Which is why i suddenly felt the need to have to blog about my feelings regarding lunching out with colleagues. *BIG BIG sigh* what i am to do…
What if they stop asking me for lunch and i have no chance to redemn myself?
What if I’m super anti-social to them?
What if nobody likes meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
At least i have less explaining to do once the 40 days fast comes in. But then again, there are so many Christians in the company that they’ll probably know where I’m coming from…
Sigh… i felt as if i’ve just shot myself in the foot. But why am i feeling so upset over something so small.. Especially since I’ve never had the need to have to have friends in the workplace. It’s just that….. maybe because someone actually pointed it out that’s why it stinged. Or maybe it’s just a carry on from what happened yesterday.. The feeling of small (ness) and out of place (ness)…
arghhhh Goodness! I just amaze myself sometimes.
