It’s weird how I can be so eager to leave just yesterday (not to mention the last 2 weeks.. or er.. months?) .. and then today I’m not quite ready to leave the company yet. I couldn’t really sleep yesterday (explains why i’m extra sleepy today) because i kept thinking about my leaving. *
I was making something for my supervisor and closer friends in the company (haha as usual ah.. i did that in four seasons too) and then I suddenly feel very sad that i’m leaving. haha. Anyway it was so nice giving it to them today. They were SOOOOOO shock and it was so nice to see them so surprised and thinking why I’m giving them something in the first place, and hear all their thank yous. Haha it’s nice to hear people so appreciative of something you do. Haha maybe cos it was that unexpected.. maybe… I haven’t give out cards for a very long time. HAHA My supervisor was “but but but but but why?” which i didn’t know how to answer… hahha sooooooooooo funny!
I wanted to take pictures of the cards… It’s a card but doubled up as a packaging for a bar of chocolate i got for them la.. so… my mei mei say very nice.. which i shall unashamedly agree too. haha i don’t know why i decided not to take pictures in the end. If it wasn’t for the fact that my measurements were not THAT accurate so it ended up a little too small for the bar, and that the chocolate MELTED like it was pure liquid in the packaging, i would have loved it more… oh well.. it’s just that when you’re the one doing it, these flaws stand out in the face more. Right? Cos you want it to be p-e-r-f-e-c-t..
I had a treat in Secret Recipe together with 2 of my bosses and my colleague. The food was good… but er… i rather it stick to ONE boss and my colleague. HAHA so bad right? Sorry…
So all in all, I’m actually quite glad to get out of work (i’m sure in the long run and for a better purpose still) but somehow everything seems nice and dainty on the last day of work. It’s always like that ah… somehow when it’s over, you forget all the lousy parts of the job.. And because i’m leaving, I’m more casual with my boss, so he’s more like a friend. So.. *sigh* i’m sad…
They asked me what’s Tung Ling about and what I’ll be learning there. Frankly speaking, I don’t know the details.. It’s very unlike courses in University where you check out the course and know exactly what you’re getting into. For me, it’s really a time of seeking God. I know a little bit about the modules (i can’t remember them actually) and I’m excited for it. But more than that, i’m excited about the time i get to spend there just studying about God and wholeheartedly seeking Him and just always studying about God. Ok did that make sense? There are some things that is very difficult to put down in words
Anyway i just got my paycheck! haha mei mei you can claim your ding tai feng already. Don’t eat fish and co la.. i don’t like liao… (this message is EXCLUSIVELY for mei mei and my family ONLY!) hahaha privilege of being family ok…
Today is my last day…. did i say that my boss is very nice.. He is very nice… Immediate supervisor that is. He made the whole leaving process very difficult… ahhhh i so sad. How to find another supervisor in another company that is so nice. You tell me? So difficult…
*ok la.. i thought about leaving in general. People leaving, leaving companies, leaving schools. So.. past memories.. that are always there. but better left at the altar.
